I no longer see a point in living

[iwannaenditall]

I have had this depression for 10+ years, nobody to talk to, boxing was a slight form of therapy, overweight and only 5’10. my depression gets worse towards winter or summer and its bad rn. I dont see a future worth living at least for me. There is so much more i wanna talk about but cant put into words.

 

[dcali]

I have had this depression for 10+ years, nobody to talk to, boxing was a slight form of therapy, overweight and only 5’10. my depression gets worse towards winter or summer and its bad rn. I dont see a future worth living at least for me. There is so much more i wanna talk about but cant put into words.

Dont end it. There so many good things to live for. I know I may seem like there is no point in living but I can assure you that there is always a better alternative than suicide. I here if you want to talk about it

 

[iwannaenditall]

Dont end it. There so many good things to live for. I know I may seem like there is no point in living but I can assure you that there is always a better alternative than suicide. I here if you want to talk about it

my mind is in constant hell and im too scared to harm myself, i do hope to die but im too scared to do it myself. Even if i looked good i would still feel something missing.

 

[dcali]

my mind is in constant hell and im too scared to harm myself, i do hope to die but im too scared to do it myself. Even if i looked good i would still feel something missing.

Ngl I kinda feel the same way but not as bad. Like when I’m with friends or playing videos games and shit that distracts me I feel fine, but when I’m in bed my or when a minor inconvenience occurs my mind runs wild. I am trying to fix it by my self but it’s hard and I can’t understand the pain you’re going through. And I get what you mean when you say looking good won’t help. Depression is a spiral and hard to get out of without others to help. If i may ask what do you think caused this?

 

[iwannaenditall]

Life and knowing that looks mattered since i was in 2nd grade

 

[atcg the IV]

I have had this depression for 10+ years, nobody to talk to, boxing was a slight form of therapy, overweight and only 5’10. my depression gets worse towards winter or summer and its bad rn. I dont see a future worth living at least for me. There is so much more i wanna talk about but cant put into words.

I feel the same way. I don't see a point in living but I do so anyway

 

[dcali]

Life and knowing that looks mattered since i was in 2nd grade

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Ik you said that looking better won’t help and will make you still feel empty but improving your looks is always going to make your quality of life better plus it will give you something to life ig. The only problem I see is no motivation but idk. I would maybe see a therapist but they do spew a lot of cope and are expensive but it is nice to talk to someone irl

 

[iwannaenditall]

ive tried but only got judged and boxing helped a little bit but my parents havent let me go back due to spinal stenosis im trying to go back but i also think i have seasonal depression or smth like it bc my depression worsens every winter and summer and idk why and i keep overthinking its a bunch of neurodivergent hell.