I no longer see a point in living

I have had this depression for 10+ years, nobody to talk to, boxing was a slight form of therapy, overweight and only 5’10. my depression gets worse towards winter or summer and its bad rn. I dont see a future worth living at least for me. There is so much more i wanna talk about but cant put into words.
Dont end it. There so many good things to live for. I know I may seem like there is no point in living but I can assure you that there is always a better alternative than suicide. I here if you want to talk about it ❤️