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this is something i have experienced my whole life during my friendships i have had, an example being i was walking behind a friend today and accidentally stepped on the back of her shoe, i laughed it off and said sorry not expecting a big reaction, then she fucking turns and around and kicks me and walks off and its like when u can tell it isnt something playfull yk . Now i am not a pussy so the kick obviously didnt hurt like crazy but i was deadass was standing there so confused, also its not like we are fucking kids kicking people out of anger or frustration. secondly as friends i have always seen my group yk step on people shoes or trip them as a joke and they simply laugh at it, which confused me because i get this reaction when i do this as an accident. anyway she is then complaining about how she has something in her shoe and my sad ah self asks if she wants me to get it out of her shoe, which i just get ignored and eyes rolled at me 
there are ofc things to consider like maybe she has a bad day or something but i thought about it and she wouldnt have done this to any other of the people in our friend group, ofc she later apologised and what she said was that she was sorry and didnt know why she got so mad at me for. and thats geniuely what i am wondering too. like this situation isnt a big deal but i have never understand why people get so angry with me so easily and just use me as a way to get their anger out. its happened with basically all my friendships with bigger situations than this one. they never hold me to the same standard or treat me the same way and i dont understand why, and it hurts even more when i genuinely see them as people i care so much about, when it seems like sometimes they dont care about how i feel when they give special treatmeant to the other people in our friend group but me, like at this point i am starting to believe maybe i am the problem cause this is how it has been all my friendships
also found out they have a separate groupchat without me despite me being the way they all became friends with eachother
there are ofc things to consider like maybe she has a bad day or something but i thought about it and she wouldnt have done this to any other of the people in our friend group, ofc she later apologised and what she said was that she was sorry and didnt know why she got so mad at me for. and thats geniuely what i am wondering too. like this situation isnt a big deal but i have never understand why people get so angry with me so easily and just use me as a way to get their anger out. its happened with basically all my friendships with bigger situations than this one. they never hold me to the same standard or treat me the same way and i dont understand why, and it hurts even more when i genuinely see them as people i care so much about, when it seems like sometimes they dont care about how i feel when they give special treatmeant to the other people in our friend group but me, like at this point i am starting to believe maybe i am the problem cause this is how it has been all my friendships
also found out they have a separate groupchat without me despite me being the way they all became friends with eachother
