Pursuing Education Bad start

[vampi]

This school year i tried to finally fix my bad habits and i actually did realy good so far. But the grades have Never been worse and that has made my stomach ache.

During exams i got panic attacks, the teachers grade the formaz we write infos in but not the Information. Meaning i could be 100% wrong and still get a decent grade. It doesnt make sense zo me.

i dont have time to study bc of my job and i feel like puking everytime i go there.

I should like school bc i am not at home but if these grades continue i might shut off.

 

[Beauty]

This school year i tried to finally fix my bad habits and i actually did realy good so far. But the grades have Never been worse and that has made my stomach ache.

During exams i got panic attacks, the teachers grade the formaz we write infos in but not the Information. Meaning i could be 100% wrong and still get a decent grade. It doesnt make sense zo me.

i dont have time to study bc of my job and i feel like puking everytime i go there.

I should like school bc i am not at home but if these grades continue i might shut off.

i understand how u feel i just did shit on a maths test and i wanna die and my parents make it worse
atleast i know i am not the only person feeling this way rn