ray said

-for a girl in a relationship with a man, beauty is the main if not the only capital, and it is a capital that will run out even before your beauty begins to fade, because a man is polygamous and he will constantly stare at other women even if you are the most beautiful blue eyed aryan virgin girl who never ages+super loyal,men will still desire other women, and it makes me sad to realize this sometimes
well something like that…

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ray said

since childhood (around the age of 9), I struggled with ed. I was never overweight, but I was afraid that people would feel disgusted if I became chubby, so I carefully watched my weight and was always active in sports (judo and track and field).

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ray said

also from a young age I internalized the idea that “people judge a book by its cover”
ive never really had problems because of how I look… people are usually kind to me,strangers compliment me, some random guys can ask my number while im just walking at the park
But sometimes it’s sad to realize and wonder WHAT exactly people love me for.
It’s sad that there will probably never be a man who loves me for my good character, and that instead, when he sees me, he might feel lust and say that he likes me because I look kind….

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