I need actual help

There’s this one girl in my class that we started talking from the start of the year

She goes to the same gym as me

We got close in the first months of talking even sharing deep secrets to each other

I used to know her for a bit longer but actually got to know each other from the start of the year

She was together with a somewhat friend of mine and he did her dirty

I was her emotional support for a bit

Trying to make her realise he’s not it

I liked her but still tried to prove my friend that he’s not right and he needs to get back with her

Nothing worked

We continued to talk and they slowly fell apart

She used to like my physique stories and every single insta note

Used to apologise every time she replied late

We used to talk almost everyday

On 6.4.2026 she texted me saying if I want to go outside with her sometimes when I’m bored

I was so nervous because I didn’t want to fuck it up and make it awkward

Most of the time I’m silent and the only time I start to talk non stop is when I know the person and I feel comfortable talking with them

I said idk we’ll think about something

On 9.4.26 she told me she started to talk to another dude

She usually goes out with a friend group I know and there was a new dude to the group and everything started from there

On 14.4.26 I finally got some confidence to ask her out

I asked her if she wants to go on the rooftop and drink something while watching the sunset

She said

I can’t sorry

I’m currently trying to make things work out with him and he won’t be okay with it

I don’t want to look like a hoe

It’s been a month since that and they are officially together I guess

She has his physique photo as her phone wallpaper

She goes out with him and her friend group almost everyday


I fucking hate myself for doing this to myself

I know damn well she doesn’t care about me that much for a relationship but each time we talk she looks in my eyes and laughs and does these small things that are enough to get me hooked again

bringing my hope back each time

Even when she was trying something with him she still likes my physique progress photos and looks at me when I workout

I don’t know what to do and I don’t know how yall can help me

Therapy is an option but they won’t understand me at all

Her green eyes have my neck in a knot

Like what did he have in a week that I didn’t in months

My only option of stepping back is just waiting until summer break comes so I don’t see her that much

I’m sorry if I wrote down a whole paragraph for yall to read but Gemini is fucking shit

Hope yall are doing well



much love