LOST A LETTER IN KHHV

hi guys i wanna make a thread on this as a continuation of this girl that i met on hinge that time in this thread


so timeskipped to today, yesterday was our third date and i know that thread was about our first date and i skipped the second date but ill talk about the second and third one here since i already mentioned the first one in that thread.

ok so before anything tho lets recap how we met which was in hinge and shes as autistic and freaky as me. best part is shes also muslim so we both do be going to prayers during our dates and stuff alhamdulillah🥰🥹. i also made her do the mbti test (ik its inaccurate coz cognitive functions mogs but we can deal with it) and she got isfj-a and im basically and infj-t so in case if yall even know what this means is that shes the one thats like taking the lead in this rs and lowk babies me😭🙏

ok but this also means she wanna take it slow as fuck like she expects 3-4 months before were considered anything🫩 like smh i want us to be considered smthg alr but she says this coz of her past experience with her exes and shit i guess or like with guys she talks to.

okay enough yapping about her and me so imma get into our second date experience. we did a normal escape room and hang around the area or mall coz she brought her nintendo switch and home-baked brownies again for us to play and for me to eat. and um we were mad autistic in public like we were RAGING AND YELLING LIKE SHE EVEN SHOUTED NIGGA (hard r btw) IN THE MALL😭🙏 (genuinely #wifedat). do not that i was also on PREGABLIN x BACLOFEN combo and ontop of that WHITE MONSTER so yeah i was hella mad autsitic and drunk. but the second date wasnt really all that its just speedrun escaperoom (boring btw) then chilling out at the mall and like ate subway i guess. at this point of time we still didnt do physical contact nor hold hands and shit but i did notice that she wanted to when i sent her off back again. so i asked her in tiktok about it and YEAH she didnt mind so get ready for the third date🤤😏

now the THIRD DATE yesterday i think this is what yall wanna hear coz ts was the most INTIMATE. so we planned to do escape room again but this time its HORROR so yeah u know how it went (i was genuinely fucking SCARED AS FUCK). so most of the time smthg happened i cowers and whimpers behind her and like grab her shoulder in fear coz IT WAS PITCH BLACK AND I COULDNT SEE SHIT. and at one point i had to grab her sway coz of the jumpscares and shit and coz she just didnt wanna move out of fear😭🙏.

thats not all for the third date coz she also booked a 4HR PRIVATE GAMEROOM AFTERWARDS LIKE HER IDEA AND SHE PAID FOR THAT (i paid for escape rooms). SO LIKE DAMNN OKAYY thats when the shit begins. so we bought food then sat in that room she turn on netflix and all and we CHUD the fuck out. at first its normal coz were just munching and all then after that we both tugged under the blanket that they gave us. and i was started getting cozy and all that so i like lean against her but she doesnt do anything tho. so just chilling watching the conjuring btw then we played it takes two like two player game. and yeah we were shouting and yelling and bullying each other. then goes back to netflix again and atp i was really tired. so i just straight up like down against her tugged up and she was doomscrolling tiktok. and the best part SHE WAS GIVING HEADPETS AND RUBBING MY HAIR. ive never felt so cozy and safe like i just wanna sleep on her atp😭🙏

but yeah then times up for the room and gotta get going home since she got curfew. unfortunately i fumbled the part where im suppose to reach my hand around her and bring her close FUCKKK. like i wanted to but i was way too shy and no time to commit ffs so i fucked that part up. gotta lock in next time for that but at least i get to nuzzle on her and get headpets >w<

so going home time thats when i lost a letter in my KHHV which is the HANDHOLDLESS. like basically i just reach and show my hand while we walk and she naturally just grab it and interlock our fingers and hold hands as we walk. i felt so fucking happy😭🙏 like i finally lost a letter and im KHV now🥹. but otw to send her back home i was feeling fucked dizzy lightheaded and sweating tf out i think its the effects from pregab and all that shit and she was lowk worried but its fine. so yeah thats about all the experience so far.

we known each other for about a month now and i asked the qn again about our status and still its gonna be a slow burner. what do yall think tho is she into me? i did asked her if shes serious and she said yeah and aint looking for other guys and shit and tbf she has been committing a lot of her free time to talk to me whether its playing roblox or minecraft or doomscrolling. im just waiting for the moment where were official sigh. but again if she aint into ts and wanna breakoff at least i got all that oxytocin to ascend. the goal ultimately is to ascend anyways🙏

what yall think tho did i do good? any tips to give like when exactly can i try to make us official and shit or whatnot? like is she actually into me or just using me? i appreciate any tips from everyone again its my first time in a “relationship” and she knows it too🙏

@Beauty @Rayyy @Flint idk who else to tag lol but sorry about the bad formatting. im too busy to do on pc and only time i can do these is at my work office on my phone🙏

TLDR: KHHV to KHV coz i hold hands🥹