I wanna die

Now im actually thinking about ending it i hate how my mom is. She has that Im just a girl attitude and she has been stressing me out for almost all my life. My glasses I need to see broke and she blamed it on my little brother who didnt do anything. my dad who was outside working on the house, and me, I had just showered. I went outside and asked my dad if he accidentally bumped into the drawer i was on and he said he didnt remember if he did but also said if anything happens to you its your fault each time. I also asked my mom who told me ages ago that she would get me new glasses bc mines are alr scratched but now they fell and my dogs chewed on them. She said its my fault somehow and I asked can we go to costco to get new glasses. She has recently been talking to her friend way too much, and has to do her makeup today, so she said no, I told her how i have to take my car to a dealership next wednesday and i need to see and i also need to see my work in class and i wont be able to. She blamed it all on me. Ive been sitting in my car just debating if i should but im scared. I do think it would happen someday.