I wanna die

thanks for the advice, i personally wanna hop on a few peps and im ok w dying by 30 as long as i loom good, because all my friends have gfs or have had them i havent, and i am so introverted and insecure due to my looks and knowing how much they matter so im okay with dying young bc most of my life so far has just been nd hell and a bunch of introversion and insecurity.
imma be real hopping on is def better than roping coz trust it does get better like my life has improved ever since i hopped on gear and shit but once u do PLEASE be careful and know what ure doing since again ure still 16 so do shit ton of research before anything and feel free to ask me things too if ud like :Cheers: :CatWave: