Yeah that’s fucked. How’s your relationship with ur parents. Cuz I would tell how u feel depending on how they are, I wouldn’t tell them that u have suicidal thoughts. They can help support you. Spinal stenosis is brutal, I only did a google seacrch to see what it is so idk much, but try find something you can do in the meantime. Could even make a thread asking for shit u can do and/or a fix for the depression cuz I guarantee your not the only person on here struggling.