Genuinely what can I even do

I know I can never get to anyone remotely good but I can try my best
If u want to look better do research. find your weak points, try find a fix and work on it. For example your skin, there is a million guides for every different problem someone can have with their skin out there. All im saying is rather than seeking others for help (which isn’t a bad thing) understand your problems and aim to fix them.