should i end it all

ive tried loosing weight in many ways rn im on wegovy ima later hop on reta and i wanna try to buy trt but also my friends dont understand what neurodivergence is and that im nd and i get made fun of for saying im nd
reta is a great option ngl and trt too. Also i feel u on the ND part it pmo how none of my friends give a fuck about me being ND i literally hate them (fucking NT niggas)🫩