dont end it man ure still young at 16 theres still so much things in life you have yet to experience. If anything isnt helping with your depression or fat loss journey then just consider hopping on gear/PEDs at this point. Life will feel way different when ure on them compared to now. Im not saying my advice here is great tho theres a shit ton of risks to handle but it had worked for me and it might work for u too especially since u tried reaching out to people and nobody is there to save you. Trust me i get that and i had to just took matters onto my own hands. Life is worth living man WAGMIš„¹