Deadass how do I put the fork down

I did start the gym 2 months ago but I struggle with eating healthy and eating less
try to figure out why you eat a lot. I used to eat lots of food because my attempts to diet led to more binge eating. I ended up eating a shit ton of low calorie foods while remaining in a calorie deficit and after a couple months of bringing my deficit lower and lower while also doing lots of cardio I ended up turning it into a lifestyle and now I don't eat as unhealthy as before.