We were really good friends but I always had a crush on her. I loved her for 2 years, and she said she started to develop some feelings for me. We started dating and we were a really good couple our relationship only lasted 1 month, because im a shy and insecure boy. I couldnt find things to talk about, and I couldnt approach her because I think I am too ugly. I didnt know my poor communication skills bothered her that much. On a random thursday she left me. I begged her to stay twice but she said it wasnt about me and that she was depressed. She said she still loved me and we flirted for 2 weeks all of a sudden, she said she didnt love me anymore after giving me so much hope. I still love her so much and we are still friends but I dont know im scared to lose her even though I already lost her