Possibly my last post

I’ve been feeling down almost 24/7 these last 4 months, and it’s only gotten worse. Today I got a shitty haircut and my mom broke my AirPods in the washing machine.

My hair was my biggest halo and my AirPods were the one thing I kept with my 24/7 and cannot live without. Those were the two things that made my live worth living, I’m nothing without them. I also just cannot stand the thought of me being back in school; waking up at 6, being stuck in a place I hate, with people I hate, eating food I hate, and learning stuff I don’t care about 8 hours a day.

I was thinking of taking my life tonight but I’ll just wait a few days. If I don’t feel any better by then I’m tying the rope.

I literally have nothing left.